Im fucking tired. so so so tired. I cant take anymore daggers in my back. I cant take anymore pins and needles in my heart. Just live me alone. Cant you see....don't you understand how much what you do hurts me? I know, believe me i understand, that i dont matter a thing to you. But does it make you feel better knowing that you are ripping my heart apart? No. Theres no crush. No. I dont love you. But yes, I DO care about you. yes, i DID trust you. but you just never knew it. Your mind was too high in the sky.
No, I know you will never change just because a person you knew for a week asked you to, or just because you hurt another soul. And it is your loss. I can take it. I am strong. I WILL BE strong. I am NOT afraid to cry, to scream, to beg. But i wont. I will not do it just because you expect me to.
Only thing i want you to know, is...you ripped a piece of my heart with your bare hands without even noticing. fine. it is YOUR loss. But i know it will be easy for you to replace me, but i will have an empty spot in my heart without you. So Ill just leave, and i want to ask you to forget my name and my number.


Just leave. Dont look back at me over your shoulder... just go. so long and good night.


@настроение: Shitty